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Doing my best to fix it

After not sleeping for almost a week, I decided I had to fix all the wrongdoing I did. Thank you, God. So yesterday morning, I emailed Sally. " Hi Sally, I need to apologise about our meeting and for the things I said. Firstly, I didn't mean to offend you at all, I was just hoping you'd see how seriously I take my role and that I would never rip the company off on purpose. Also regarding my family - I am a liar and a fraud. My Dad is one of the best people ever and although he drives me nuts, he doesn't emotionally abuse me, he is not cruel or power-hungry and he does his best, God bless him. Please disregard anything I said about him in the meeting. I lied and I couldn't be sorrier about it. I hope one day to be as strong and as fierce as you are. With kind regards, Janet " I hit send and put an empty archive box under my work desk so I could pack everything quickly once Sally's "you're fired" email arrived. At least I could leave k

fairly sure I'm going straight to hell

For the most part, I am a woman of integrity and honesty. I tell the truth even if it costs me. Even if it hurts. It's better than having to remember all the lying. I have learnt that at last. Lol. But the other day here at work? I don't know what overcame me but I told some doozies. First - Paul. He is a very fidgety man. He is always stressed and some part of his body is always shaking. He is our records manager and he is meticulous, hard-working and from what I've seen of him - dependable. He seems to be a nice guy. A nervous, jittery sort...but nice, nonetheless. The only thing is, he smells. Awful. So whenever he comes to visit in the section I sit in, the girls around me roll their eyes. Some are outright rude to him. It hurts my heart to see him treated so badly so I go out of my way to be kind to him. I've learnt to hold my breath. Then, Ima...one of the people that is most rude to him is my ex-friend Ima. I say 'ex friend' because of that de