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Leave a light on for me

Hey,

I have the cartoon movie "Bolt" on in the background - it's so cute.

It's only 7:48pm but I'm already struggling to stay awake. I had a full day of work today (again, loved it!) and then Yoga class right after.

I ache all over, but it's a good ache. It means I worked hard.

Just a short blog today (Sue would be so proud of me) about how grateful I am to have Alun in my life.

I got home from work and the front porch light was shining bright.

Such a simple thing, really - but it meant the world to me.

It meant that someone loves me and expected me home. Alun left the light on for me and it made finding my way home so much easier.

It's just a light - but it said to me: "You are loved" "You are important to someone"

And that made my day.

I'm too tired to write anything else.

Goodnight x

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