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K guys,

These are the friends I love who I KNOW for SURE read this blog of mine:

Becci
Christabel
Sammy F

I think Marc reads it...he's possibly gotten fed up with my bollocks and stopped.

But is there anyone else???

Please let me know because I want to send you a personal 'thank you' for hanging in there with me.

Becci - you can expect a basket of goodies to arrive at your door next week. From me with love. No, it's not a card and I'm sorry I lied about that. If you really want a card, I will send you one. I have your address now :) haha.

Sammy - you WILL get a card from me sometime next week. But you'll also get a little bouquet of flowers. I hope you'll love them as much as I love hearing from you.

Christabel - you should arrive home to a bouquet of flowers from me today. After a long day of work with your sore tooth, I hope these will cheer you up. I love you so much and you are not alone in what you're going through.

Marc - I sent you a book a month ago - so you'll have to wait for Christmas to get anything else off me, boyo. Not that you would expect it, I just didn't want you to feel left out.

Please let me know if you read my blog and I haven't listed you or sent you anything, I really would like to, you know.

Anyway. I'd better get back to work *sigh*

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